new connections

my dearest MSR

I have loved the last month with you. Our trip to Boston was more wonderful than I had imagined and I felt a new connection with you.

My love has never shifted with you but our dynamic was sinking our souls. Finding more of myself while I was away in June helped me see the parts of you I loved dearly and wanted to hold. It made me see the parts of myself that could grow and be cherished.

This time in the last five weeks has helped me see your need and vulnerability and helped me feel more at home wtih you.

I long for more and if I seem impatient, I'm sorry. I like the shifting of our give and take. I feel your desire to be pleasured. I feel your need to be held like a girl. I feel your need to be in charge. I feel your desire for the ropes. I revel in your sex.

Let me soak it into my soul. I want to hold it in my heart until I feel you again.