loss

MSR....the initials started to protect the identity of my lover. We were having a torrid affair while our partners were working or watching tv. When I first used them, she thought it meant My Secret Romance. I used the intials everywhere I could. My favorite activity...MSRing..passwords for bank accounts, websites, it was everywhere in my life. She was the queen of my world.

She has been told me that we can longer have a relationship. I am saddened beyond measure. I hope that is truly happy someday. She changed my life and forced me to look at myself differently. So while my heart is breaking apart and my insides are as turned out and my life gets pulled upsdie down, I still adore her. She is still just as beautiful as the time I first kissed her on the beach. Her lips were soft and her tongue was strong and her hands were wild with passion and conviction.

MSR, if you read this, please know there is always a place in my heart for you.