endings

As I'm writing this, I am praying (and I'm not the praying kind), that her heart does not hold what her lips have said. She has told me that she can't do us any more, and that we are not easy. It should be easy.

I love her dearly and she knows it. I am at a loss. I don't want this to end. I know that we must change or we will implode but I can't just give up without trying. I have risked too much.

I hope her heart will find a way to love me again. I have felt her love and it moves me.