Driving home tonight, the Boss came on the radio, and I felt you, and felt grateful.

As I struggle to work through my fears about loss and emptiness, I know that you have already given me the love you have. My heart must find courage and peace from within myself. You have been the inspiration. Our words shared so many months ago, to live an authentic life still ring inside me, and not only for myself, but for you as well. I am sorry if these shadows that live along side me have hindered your path.

I still long for your touch each day and find joy in your care of me. I still yearn to be bent over and whipped, and feel your hand as it finds me dripping. I long to take you in my arms and kiss you deeply, hearing your cries for deeper pleasure.

Thank you for hearing my struggle and being supportive and patient. My gratitude cannot be measured at once. I can only try to show you as much. It's in my picture swiping, it's in my silly texts that sometimes annoy you, it's in my driving you to the races, it's in the flowers, and it's in my eyes when I behold how beautiful you are.

I only want to bring you beauty.